I really need to make a change in 2009. I'm an adult and its about time I make myself happy.

1. Be healthy (4/6/09- completely change eating habits and work out habits
2. Work out and lose 20 pounds
3. Understand my job to the best of my ability
4. Manage my money better
5. Live on my own. No roommates. Just me, myself and I ( accomplished 3/13/09)
6. Keep a journal of exceptional memories during the year.
7. Find something to be thankful for each day
8. Visit my family in California
9. Travel to Vegas again and REALLY experience it
10. Pay my car off :)
11. Try something new
12. Try something new and FAIL, but be okay with it because I tried my hardest
13. Put myself higher on the priority list (oops)


I'm sure there will be more to come. As time passes, I will do my best to update this as to what has been accomplished.

Wish me luck.

:)

I can't believe how unhappy I am.

I really just want to crawl in bed and stay there for as long as humanly possible.

Life is amazing right now.
I could not ask for more.

My friends and my family are my everything.

I finally found a point in my life where i am sincerely happy


:)

Jessica and I got an apartment.

We're moving next weekend.


*screams*

:)

I don't know if that went better than it was supposed to.
Or worse.

god i'm a fucking idiot

 Have you ever had one of those days where you start thinking, and it may be something you've thought before, but for once, everything is perfectly clear and you really open your eyes and see the answer you need.

It all happened to me yesterday was I was driving to work. I had the music playing, sun roof open and as i looked at the sky, it finally became apparent to me what I want to do with my life. I don't have to know! I'm about to move out and start a new chapter of my life. I want the independence. I want to go out and make mistakes and learn from them. I want to be able to own every single one of my actions.

I want to travel more. I want to start going somewhere new on the weekends.

I have no idea where this post is coming from. And i'm sure none of it makes sense.



I'm being forced into a difficult decision with my family. I have things I want that make me happy that my family doesn't agree with. When does the point come in someones life where they finally give in and do whats best for themselves and not their family. 

Its my time. I love my family more than anything, but its time for me to live my life, and as much as I want them to be apart of it, I think i'm going to be losing a big connection I've had with them. If i could have anything in the world, it would be for them to support me with everything I do. They know exactly what they won't let go.



Here's to me. And finally doing something for myself.
Wish me luck.

Goodbye single life, Hello relationship :)


And yeah. I'm pretty happy.
He treats me like a princess :)

Once again, I'm letting go and saying goodbye.
It really doesn't get any easier.
It just gets harder.

Dear God, please let this be the right decision.
I can't stand to go through all of this again.



I'm going to miss you.
But I know I deserve better.

I PASSED ALL MY CLASSES!

Assocaites Degree this spring :)

All I want for Christmas is to be in California with my cousin Jess and all my family.

Merry Christmas, Nina. Love, Mom and Dad

Nina leaves for California, December 20th at 6:10am :)

I'm the happiest girl in the entire world. This is ALL I wanted for Christmas and its all i'm getting.

I couldn't be more thankful

<3

I'm gonna be okay.

I think.

I'm worried about you. I'm sorry.

Tomorrow's my birthday.
No more teens.

:)

1. Where did your last kiss take place?
Monday night when I left Olivers place
2.
2. Who knows a secret or two about you?
Rachel and Nicole

3. Four words to explain why you last threw up?
chicken strips…I think

4. Have you ever burned yourself?
umm not really

5. Would you date someone a lot poorer than you?
yeah. Money shouldn’t be what attracts you to someone

6. One best friend or 10 acquaintances?
two best friends

7. Do you believe that your first love never dies?
sometimes….

8. When did your last relationship end?
December 2005…but it wasn’t like REALLY over until November 2006

9. Does your crush like you back?
of course!

10. Who can you always turn to?
Rachel, Nicole and my mom

11. Have you ever been in love?
from what I know love to be, yes

12. What do you want?
to take a nap right now!

13. What made you smile today?
writing on someones white board 

14. Are you scared to fall in love?
no. more scared of hurting someone if it doesn’t work out

15. What is your relationship status?
taken.

16. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
oh yes. A few of them have.

17. Have you ever skipped school?
yup
3.

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
yes

19. Who is last person you spoke with on the phone?
Oliver

20. Do you and your best friend act alike?
haha yeah

25. Who is in your house right now?..
Buddy and maybe Shadow…and the construction fellas are in my backyard

26. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nope. BUT I’ve seen a movie in the past 5 days
4.
27. Who do you want to be with?
Nicole and rachel

28. Are you listening to music right now?
yup!

29. What is on your mind?
mmm whats NOT on my mind is the better question

30. Have you ever been to a gay bar?
can’t say I have

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1. Does anyone know your password to your MySpace?
I think just myself

2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonald's?
chicken nuggets and a shake?

3. Are you an emotional person?
sometimes. My emotions have trouble making decisions sometimes
5.
4. What was the last thing you did?
just ate some lunch…before that I played catch in Chris’ office and drew pictures on the the whiteboard

5. Who was the last person you ate with?
myself

6. What are you listening to right now?
Fall Out Boy

7. How is the weather right now?
I can’t seee…so im gonna guess moderate?

8. Last person who called you?
Oliver
6.
9. Last lie you told?
I don’t recall

10. Last song you sang?
This ain’t a scene, its an arms race

11. Ever lost a friendship over something stupid?
many.

12. Last thing you drank?
aquafinaaaaa

13. Last time you had Starbucks?
last week probably. Not more starbucks for Nina

14. Where do you wish you were at?
umm at home snuggled up in bed finishing my book, or sleeping. OR playing at the park with Buddy

15. Faked being sick to miss work/school?
over-exaggerated is better haha

16. What time did you wake up today?
umm like 8:15

17. What did you do last night?
ate food with Rachel and talked for hourssssss! Girl time

18. Last person you made fun of?
probably Chris haha

19. What are you wearing right now?
black dress pants with pin stripes, white tank and a black shirt over and black heels

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
sense of humor!

21. Where are you right now?
office at work

22. Who do you miss?
NICOLE!!!!!!!!!! AND JOELLLLLLLL!

23. Do you have piercings or tattoos?
3 holes in left ear, two in right, 2 tattoo’s
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24. What was the last thing you bought?
tabs for my car 

25. Watching anything?
computer screen?

26. Do you like music?
love it

27. Do you want to get married?
undecided
7.
28. Would you bungee jump?
hell yeah
8.
29. Can you speak Spanish?
un poco!

30. Do you like roller coasters?
very much so!
9.
31. Is there anything you wished for this summer?
probably but I forgot

32. Satisfied with your current career?
loving BOTH jobs
10.
33. Concerned about life right now?
ehh kinda. Certain things aren’t working

34. Have you ever tripped going up the stairs?
ahahhaha yes
11.
35. What are you looking forward to this summer?
my birthday’s coming up!!

tonight was interesting. Go Burgermaster. I'm still trying to decide what I think. everyone is so nice and we have tons of fun but I continue to doubt myself.
in other news...I'm losing weight! working has helped and I've been trying to do at least one physical activity a day. I walked nike hill with my dad yesterday and I think we're walking it again tomorrow. I'm proud of my dad and how he's walking the hill regularly and kicking my ass all the way up hahah that man can walk


and I have come to realize lately how blessed I am with my famil and friends. especially oliver. I can't explain it but that man makes me so happy and I just couldn't be happier!


chelan in less than 3 weeks! hell yeah...time to get my mexican on :)

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